Yajnaseni

By Pratibha Ray

Yajnaseni is Draupadi, princess of Panchal – Panchali, common wife to the five Pandavas, Queen of Indraprastha and perhaps the most misunderstood heroine from our mythology. Revered on the one hand as one of the ‘Pancha Kanya’- (Ahalya, Tara, Mandodari, Satyavati and Draupadi) the five supremely virtuous women of Hindu myth, her name still bears stigma, so much so that no girl is ever named after her. Yet, she was perhaps the strongest of them all, demanding her rights in a male-dominated society, and fighting injustice any which way she could.

I must admit that I have always had a sneaking fondness for the proud princess of Panchal. I have found in her a strength that is lacking in most other mythological heroines. Sita, I have always visualised as a doormat, but masculine culture will portray her as the woman’s softer side, while Draupadi is unabashedly and prominently a queen, with a woman’s pride, a sharp intellect and a strong will. Very few women in Indian mythology were strong enough to speak their own minds. Imagine then, my delight in coming across a novel in which Draupadi finally comes into her own.

Yajnaseni, by Pratibha Ray, is the story of Draupadi and therefore the story of the Mahabharata, told from the perspective of one of the most important but overlooked characters – Draupadi herself. If it were not for her, the story of the Kuru dynasty would have taken quite a different turn.

Born of the sacrificial fire, in which her father invokes a son to help him defeat his archenemy Drona, she is named Krishnaa, or the ‘dark-skinned one’. Her story is familiar to anyone who has read the great epic – what is not familiar is how she felt about the various choices that were made for her – by her father, her brother, her mother-in-law, her husband, even by Lord Krishna, who she was devoted to.

In a sense, her very birth is tragic. She is born unasked for from the sacrificial fire. After Arjuna wins the contest for her hand, she is forced into a polyandrous marriage by her mother-in-law, (perhaps because Kunti wanted to protect herself from accusations from her new daughter-in-law). In spite of having five husbands, she finds herself bereft of all support in the assembly hall at Hastinapura. As she vows retaliation, she seems to be aware of being instrumental in bringing about the end of an epoch and the birth of a new age.

Here is a chance to see Draupadi as she portrays herself. Narrated in first person, we are witness to her devotion bordering on love for Lord Krishna, her shock at being made the wife of all five Pandavas, her grief, her rage and her anguish. Amidst the scene of her greatest humiliation, she finds the strength to question the Kuru elders, about the very concept of their dharma, while her husbands sit mute. She is the strength behind the Pandavas and their weakness; her impotent rage at the insults she suffers sets their feet onto the inexorable path of a great war and the destruction of a dynasty.

I wish I had read the book in its original Oriya, though. The English translation by Pradip Bhattacharya, is a bit pedantic in style, and sometimes, the language gets too flowery. It maybe because it is difficult to translate word for word from many of our native languages, but once you get past the literary flourishes, this is a book that can hold its own. Just as Draupadi continues to hold her own, even today.

Anu Warrier tries her very best NOT to write but is occasionally forced out of her sloth by a well-meaning husband and sundry friends. She lives with the afore-mentioned husband and a nine-year-old son. Hobbbies include reading, movies, music, and trying to fatten husband once a week with new recipes.

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